Thank You.

There are many things going on right now. In my mind and in my life. This year has not been any easier for me, and these past few months are quite the hardest ones. I fell, a lot. It's like life is weighing all of the world's burden on my shoulder. But by seeing myself on both top and bottom, I've understood more about people and life. I've seen who is true, who isn't. Who is honest, who is fake. Who does matter, who does not... I have to admit that I've, well, changed. It's not that I have lost my cheerfulness and joy, but it's just that since my Grandma left and since all these situations dragged me in, I've learned not to trust people that much again not to think that everyone is kind. And this state of mind somehow built a wall in front of me, creating a bordered space for myself. Because some feelings do not have to be shown, and some problems are better to be kept for yourself. Right? But oh well, there are some significant persons in my life that I do still trust much. Even in your darkest thought, there are some persons who truly care. Not many, and sometimes they don't do something spectacular to prove that they are true, and they also don't solve your problems. They simply just be there, being a friend whom you can always find when you turn your back against everything, being a friend who constantly comforts you by accompanying you, hearing your stories, or making you laugh, then ensures you that even though things can get as bad as it can be, everything will always be okay in the end. I thank God endlessly for blessing me with such great friends. (Yes, I'm now talking about persons). Friends who cares about my future and my dreams, friends who still believes that I'm a good person even with my bad sides, friends who never fails to make me laugh, friends who teaches me a lot of things, friends who wants the best for me, friends who is happy when I'm happy. Yes, friends like you.

"You have given so much happiness to others, that you deserve to have your wish come true."

~The Blue Fairy (Pinocchio)

"A friend should be one in whose understanding and virtue we can equally confide, and whose opinion we can value at once for its justness and its sincerity."

~Robert Hall